i just got my new made namecards like 2 weeks ago from the NXGEN class..dun realli noe hu to giv to..wad a waste! nw i mus put the namecards in my wallet so tat whenever got new friends, can intro them with it.. yeah!
i think i must balance a few things in my life. fitness and running, cellgroup ministry, strikeforce training. studies, quiet time..
schdule for the week.
MONDAY: school, extra literature lesson and test till 6.45pm. reached home like arnd 7-8pm. deadbeat! no energy to do my hmwk.
TUESDAY: school, went to take pay, went to fairfield methodist church for mtg.
WEDNESDAY: school, joined musician club guys at the "studio" and played, went for bible study at riverwalk.
THURSDAY: school, stayed back to fellowship, P4 training at US studio (NDP), dinner at katong laksa.
FRIDAY: school, crosscountry training, cellgroup mtg (cgm change to fellowship at town instead )
SATURDAY: morning media lesson at riverwalk was postponed! 12pm-6pm NDP training at amoy quee camp.
SUNDAY: morning biblestudy with chormay, service, strikeforce MTT training at riverwalk.
where can i slot in hmwk n revision? i seriousli nid to take out some time to study man..gotta plan my time well.. i think as i state dwn wadeva i did in a week, helps mi to reflect better! my studies so far improving. at first i was like failing everything..and became so depress and stress so must faster buck up and start to pass..well at least an improvment to motivate me! i find that i work better with encouragement! and i do mean ALOT of encouragements.. cus im abit hard-hearted when it comes to studies.. pretty encouraged when gary,yongqiang,erika text to encourage me in the morning of school day. it really make me feel like "hey! study hard! be a good testimony!" sth random..>>
( finally got a photo taken with zayne, my cutest cousin! he keep moving and dun wanna smile..snap a pic of him b4 he knew it! hehe )
had a revelation. recalled that during my preaching test, i preached on the topic related to listening to God and obeying Him. when we felt God ask us to do sth dat even we may find impossible or uncomfortable doing it, just go ahead and do it with faith, the outcome will be greater. last time i use to fear the outcome of talking to a new friend,will they reject mi? but now when the holy spirit prompt me to go and talk to this specific fren, maybe she's sick or even prompt me to go and talk to this other guy maybe he's depress to help him. when i felt the prompting, i jus go ahead and do it and trust God that the outcome will be of a positive acceptance. something almost same happen twice this week! i felt i should start the revelation sharing thru sms consistently again, indeed the response was great. just 2 days ago, i suddenli felt quite shy to talk to this girl, whom im reaching out to in sch. then i told myself, i hav to stop ignoring the prompting, just go ahead and do it. with no idea how am i gonna start the conversation with her as im not very close to her, i walked towards her table and started chating wiv her. wow! it was amazing, she's very open! thx God for that. =] although these things that i do may seems little and small, but i believe its a good foundation of faith.
something quite amazing happened. a few days ago, cindy from strikeforce ask me whether do i know a girl in innova. i didnt recognize the name of that girl so i didnt ask any further. then she came up to me again and told me that, that girl knew me in school, do i know her.. nope i didnt.. but i have a feeling i hav seen this girl but just didnt catch her name. ok..this is it, i must get to know this girl! cus cindy told me she just joined her cellgroup for easter..maybe i can help and get to know her better. the next day, one girl came up to mi in sch and ask am i frm cityharvest, i said yeah, immediately i noe this is the girl i've been wanting to meet all this while! she was actually jus nxt class to me and i sat beside her class and sometimes even sat beside her and chit chat before! but we were just aquaintance so didnt really talk much..
then another day, after bible study at riverwalk, met up wiv evonne and she ask mi the same qn, whether do i know that GIRL from innova. its the same girl that cindy talk about too! woah, y is everyone asking me about that girl? then she explained to me that, that girl's situation and her touch from God. wow, i must talk to that girl and get to know her even more! so the next day i chat with her for ..hmm..more than an hr in the canteen. she is a very nice girl..pretty and sweet. actually there was another third person involve in this whole chain! another girl B brought her to church and she joined girl B cellgroup for easter. and thats how cindy know that girl becus cindy is in girl B cellgrp! evonne knew that girl becus she was her sec sku fren, and girl B is also her sec sku fren! so without girl B, i wouldnt hav the chance to get to know and talk to such a wonderful girl! it has been indeed a looong chain before i meet this girl who always sit beside my class! LOLS! that's the girl im refering to that im at first shy to talk to, when i felt the prompting.
alright, monday was a moody day..wasnt feeling veri happi becus of some stuff and didnt hav a good slp. i slept for 3 hrs and hav to wake up for sch on monday! becus of projects i stayed up late. that's how my monday blues start! i was late for sku as expected. on my way to school..listened to some worship songs and read the bible, the more i read, the more i felt sth is wrong wiv my relationship with my sister. we didnt realli quarrel, but wad she did and said hurts me so much. i began to reflect did i did sth wrong to her..cus she didnt realli gave me a chance to know the reason she was cold to me.. hmm maybe i left her out too much with my frens, maybe i said sth that disturbed her. yeah, my mouth veri big, i may hav hurt her in a way too. suddenli i cant control my tears, and teared on my way to school gate being late.. the late tchr talk to me and for the first time she was nice to a latecomer! she's pretty nice.. i dun ever wanna be late animore!
during that same day, two of my bestfrens cried too.. im quite sad that dey r sad! for some reasons, they cried too. but during different period of the days.. it hurts mi when i see them sad. hais, dun ask mi is JC life dat stress..
ok, monday blues didnt lasted till tuesday. the rest of the week was veri smooth! my r/s wiv sister grew better and better. ( im veri glad it did ) thx God. she gave mi a bottle of mineral water suddenli and claim that it is scientifically proven that it is much healthier or sth.. hahas!
( discovered this when waiting for bus to school! the universe is amazing! pinkish glowy patches of clouds>> )
indeed when i serve God, God will take care of my relationship with family and studies. my studies improved slightly and it cheered my day dat at least i pass my tests..but i know i cant stop there, i gotta rush up with my work as im nt as clever as others so i nid to put in more effort compared to others, quite satisfied with my project work PI, tchr didnt comment much negativities..some of my frens were brutally hurt when tchr call them "brainless" and stuff. she dun mean it but its kinda harsh.
during my pe on monday blues, i did veri bad for my 2.4km and felt like quiting crosscountry as i will onli be a burden to them and im tired of keep on running for so many years.. but after monday, my views began to changed! thursday during pe, i was procrastinating that i cannot run anymore, i cant run..i wanna quit xcountry.. but one of my best fren darlene keep on encouraging mi to hang on and dat i can do it.. she's veri nice! so i went on to the track to run for intervals being timed, my "favourite". woah, i didnt noe i've that strength in mi that day..leading the run. i m not gd at consistency in running..i may jus sudenli decrease my speed. but that day i ran consistently and timed for every round. jus so happen that my pe tchr dat day was my coach. veri pressurizing. he keep watching mi when i run and after every round will just shout "felicia, keep track ur time, rmb be consistent!"..at first i was thinking, how can i run consistently when he's watching me running and giving mi pressure! woah, God i s good, all the time! finally achieved my consistency for everyround. for the first time, he praised mi. jus dat 1 praise, made mi decided that i should not quit xcountry n not giv up dat easily! u nv noe when u praise someone, it made their day.
wed didnt hav xcountry training! so glad didnt hav training, so dat i can join my frens to take a look at musician club! at first we were felt so out of place, then we fund that the ppl there were not only talented, but oso friendly. they taught us basic drum skils! enjoyed it!
(trying to figure out how those guys do it!)
( shu rou and rachel are very nice girls to hang out with! i
realli admire rachel's talent and her courage)
( shurou's determination surprises mi, she's
pretty good at it! )
( the real pro in our sku. hey, dey cn sing veri well! )
went for strikeforce MTT on sunday followed by bbq at eastcoast. pretty fun! we were being shipped there in vans! like human traficking straight affter service.
( in the van! its hot in here...)
( after training, bbq started! yeah billy and jeanette are my "bodyguards" )
( can u believe the FACE OF 2009 ACTUALLI POSES
LIKE THIS? HAHAS! =X
shane in the front, opening wide his mouth ) 
after easter srv on sat last week, went home wiv rina and frens. she suggested taking pics in the trains as we dun realli hang out tgt much. rina is a sweet girl, she is veri patience. i rmb first mtg her in youth camp last yr, she was my camp grp leader. she's veri patience and nv fails to answer our doubts about the end time.
my papa gonna quit his job! but for the good! he's gonna earn more this way.. hmm..dun realli noe wad he's gonna do..not sure is it an agency for gym instructors or wad. but he's venturing into the unknown, where eyes has not seen, ears has not heard. i hav faith in him dat even thou he quited his instructor job at california fitness, he's gonna be more prosperous having his own clients out there in other gyms! he ask my mom to take a picture of him for his website for his new business. it gonna consist of all his achievements, qualifications and competitions that he joined. heard dat Dev oso move out of california fitness to get train by the same instructor which is my father. papa jia you! heard that mommy oso wanna set up her own small online boutique. still workin on it, i cant realli help much but to advertise. im not good wiv IT and media stuff dats y im going for lessons on sat!
( i ask my papa to fold his arms to pose one
lor! if not he will be standing straight
straight!)
CIAO! xD
had a revelation. recalled that during my preaching test, i preached on the topic related to listening to God and obeying Him. when we felt God ask us to do sth dat even we may find impossible or uncomfortable doing it, just go ahead and do it with faith, the outcome will be greater. last time i use to fear the outcome of talking to a new friend,will they reject mi? but now when the holy spirit prompt me to go and talk to this specific fren, maybe she's sick or even prompt me to go and talk to this other guy maybe he's depress to help him. when i felt the prompting, i jus go ahead and do it and trust God that the outcome will be of a positive acceptance. something almost same happen twice this week! i felt i should start the revelation sharing thru sms consistently again, indeed the response was great. just 2 days ago, i suddenli felt quite shy to talk to this girl, whom im reaching out to in sch. then i told myself, i hav to stop ignoring the prompting, just go ahead and do it. with no idea how am i gonna start the conversation with her as im not very close to her, i walked towards her table and started chating wiv her. wow! it was amazing, she's very open! thx God for that. =] although these things that i do may seems little and small, but i believe its a good foundation of faith.
