Friday, November 16, 2012
guess what! it had been so long since i update my dear bloggy. time really flies. im turning 21 soooooon!!! in 3 more mths. what can i say, i am grateful towards God for giving me a new life after i entered into 2012. i got enrolled into a course that i like, my school fees are paid by my mom, i still get allowances, i get more opportunities to perform/open doors, i found a great partner! yes! i have a boyfriend!
this is so overwhelming. Felicia have a bf? yes this news shocked all my besties. it never crossed their mind that i would ever have a bf. cus im chor lor, cus im rough, cus im just...dont know, weird, cus i dont really take interest in any guys previously who tried to hit me, cus i just feel disgusted at guys (no offence). fine with them if we were friends, but no no for anything further. its like the moment they approach me and when i sense something, i will shoo and shoo and shoo like i dont know them. and finally my mom's wish had came thre, i shocked myself, i shocked my girlfriends. muahahahaa, i finally accepted the 1st guy of my life!!! i dont know why dont ask me. its just that he is a very very fun guy, too fun actually. and funny too. and takes very very gd care of me almost like we're married. and he treasures me alot. he wooed with all his personalised efforts and there there... im his's now. lol!! so cheesy right.. this is so overwhelming to me until now. i still cant believe i am actually normal. i thought i may never get married nor get attached. i thought my sisters and my besties inacurrate prophesy will come thru - felicia is gonna be the last to get attach. yes! i beat them to it! muahahahahaa.... they cant believe when i announce to them, they thought it was an april fool joke. LOL!
and its going 8 mths since we're tgt.. WOW. sorry i am still overwhelmed by my guts to actually step into a r/s. muahahahaha
i guessed this year has been a breakthru year for me! God really gave me alot of grace. in my studies, in my finances, in my opportunities, in alot of areas of my life especially abt balancing and my family! Really thank God for his abundant grace. even thou i do nag, i do get disapointed at times. but He just never fail to accept me. phew~ and yep, its great to have a pillar to run back to any time :)
many things happened this year, family, studies..my new changes in life. cant do it without the 3 men in my life.
1) my father in heaven (His grace and watchfulness)
2) my earthly father (for his financial support/guidance in r/s)
3) my boyfriend (for his physical and emotional support including his wise guidance)
thank God for saving and HEALING my mother.
Thank u Jesus, for this adventure in life. well i hope i can say that becus of the various tough times ive been thru, i leant many more things than others. but sad to say, i really still have aloooooot to learn. i need to learn to be patient, wise, forgiving, balanced, generous.
nevertheless, thx u Jesus for this trip in my life :)
Posted at 11:15 PM
Handwriten by Felicia.L
