had a headache b4 the day of exam on sat..so i slept b4 i studied.. and had a dream...
in my dream, was in a cellgroup mtg! xue en, my leader was leading the game! the surrounding were quite diff, its outdoor, sth like a park with a cave. well, as xue en explain the rules, he said the PR cnt play this outdoor game. there was a girl in my cellgrp in my dream was crying becos she's PR, she cant play the game.. well, i find it ridiculous that PR cnt play, so i sort of beg wiv my cgl to let her in the game.. hmm bt the answer is still no, so she keep crying. i went over to hug her, to comfort her. but she rejected my hug! there was another girl too, this girl B was crying although she can play. she cried becos she got emotionalised when she saw girlA cried. i didnt hug her to show her my comfort..instead i patted her shoulders to show my care.
for some reason, when Xue En is explaining the rule of the game, i missed out the objective of the game somehow.. maybe i was comforting the girls or i went to the loo so i missed the objectives n instructions lols!
so we went in the cave to start the game. somehow, girl A was in the end allowed in the game. i got lost in the game becus i did not know the objective of the game. no one told mi when i ask them abt it. well, in the cave there were alot of distractions, alot of game machines, just like in an arcade. i got distracted and soon started playing wiv the others the game machines..
somehow, when i click for the instruction of the game in the game machine, the objective of the cellgrp game came out. it is to LOOK FOR AT LEAST 5/7 JESUS IN THE CAVE. as in Jesus will disguise as other ppl.. wow, so i was back in the game since i know my objective! Jesus is easy to spot, becos he is always the one hu is serving and veri humble. i spotted one of him as a waiter serving us in the cave. yea! b4 i can cont'd findanother jesus, i woke up frm my dream!
it made mi thought alot. i prayed to God to show mi wad exactly is he wanting mi to get frm the dream that linked to my 3dimensional realm life..
life on earth is like a "GAME". God created us. like wad pastor said in srv, earth is jus a passby route b4 we get to heaven. we're jus passing thru earth, the world, the trials n tribulations before we cn finally be tested faithful to get to heaven our promised land. its just like the game i played in my cgm in my dream. the girl A in my dream hu is PR is just like a fren arnd us whom we never tried to share the gospel with them. the cave is just like a church. the PR girl do not hav a chance to step into church at first becos she is not being preached to, abt the gospel. that's y she is labelLed 'PR", somehow like "non-believer". she canot participate in the game to search for Jesus. She do not know wads her life greatest aim, that is to follow the blesser.
she cried becus she found no aim. sometimes our frens arnd us r fragile on the inside n hard on the outside. they may be lonely even when we cnt see it. sometimes our fren reject us when we shared our my testimony n the gospel, just like how girl A reject my hug. but lets not be weary in doing good, ( galation 6:9). in due time we will reap a harvest. Girl A will eventually sees God's heart n get touched by God n somehow will get in the game n all her generational curse and labels shall be broken. its just like girl A is no longer not allowed in the cave to play the game. her chains are gone, she has been set free from being labelled "PR". in the end, girl A get to partcipate in the game to look n follow Jesus too.
the girl B hu cry becus she got emotionalised by girl A's weeping, is just like a member in our cellgrp. sometime we neglected them n we think that new frens r more impt so we gave out hugs to new frens n gave only pats on the shoulder to our members. our members need our care n support too, to grow as a cellgrp and to strengthen our r/s.
in my dream, i missed the instruction of the game at first. this is just like us feeling lost in the world. we are distracted of the worldy pleasures therefore we got lost in our life.
we forgot our great commision. we forgot to "make disciples of all nations" and reach out. (matthew 28:19-20) . But God is good all the time. he will direct us back onto our path (proverbs 3:5-6) again n send the holyspirit to remind us of our great commision in life. it is just like how suddenly the game machine made the instructions of the cave game appeared (to look for 5/7 at least, of jesus). the great commision is just like the rule of the game. in the midst of out distractions, God gave us back our directions thru the holyspirt prompting. the game machine is just like the HS.
Jesus in the game of my dream is dressed as a waiter, serving humbly. this is just like how he served the 12 disciples in the last supper by washing their feet (matt 26:17-30).
this is just like how he dies on the cross for us to redeem out life. we find that when we get back our instruction of the cave game, it is easier to get the game gg. it seems easier to look for Jesus. it is easy for us to look for Jesus in our quiet time. but once we fall off track, forgot the objective of the game, we find that it is more difficult to look for Jesus n to follow the blesser in our life.
this revelation thought me to
1) look out for new frens ( comfort n spread the gospel to girl A hu is the PR ) 2) look out for our own cellgrp members ( giv a hug when girl B need it ) 3) follow Jesus, out first love. do not be tempted to be distracted. follow the blesser of our life rather than the blessings. GENISIS chapter 32-33; Jacob's story ( do not be tempted by the game machines )
like wad pastor said, we r just gg thru the world, the earth before we get to heaven. it is not for us to stay here for long. we are not of the world, but we can be for the world, to spread the gospel to the lost lambs.
"live your lives in a way that God would consider worthy, for He called you to share in his Kingdom and glory" - 1 thessalonians 2:12. frens, lets live a life worthy of God's calling! =]
*cellgroup photo*
Posted at 10:33 PM
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# Felicia Lee
# 19, valentine baby 140292
# cityharvest church
# schooled at Innova JC
# serving God whole heartedly
# love the color green!
# loves God
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Wishes
# for my whole household to be saved!
# get good grades for "A" level! which i think i did alrdy :D
# to be happy everyday
# get a family makeover protrait
# earn lots of money when i grow up
# buy a big house for whole family to stay with ah gong ah ma
# able to make everyone else around me happy too
# have my own room and my own walk in wardrobe
