Friday, December 24, 2010
all i want for xmas is PEACE!
AFTER SO LOOOOONG, I HAVE FINALLY DECIDED TO REFLECT AGAIN!
seriously, i owed Jesus a huge thank you. i owe him alot of precious quiet time! i owe him alot for always being by me even thou sometimes i felt i drifted.
wow. i had realized i've been in church for 4 years! and where am i now? i felt like im in nowhere, after all these years of "cluster ldr/cgc", i felt like i was back to square one, a new friend. well i enjoy being it actually but sometimes i grew sick and wish better days will come. the past has really gone! completely lost touch. lost touch with ex cg, xue en, dev and pastor. well, its a good thing actually to move on :) new friends, new years, new life, new school, new job.
now i really owe a big thank you to Jesus. and i know just how to thank him. but im hesitating. well i gotta be frank if im reflecting.
all i want for xmas!
1) a call from the spastic association of singapore, telling me that i get the job of 5 days work week with a 1.6k salary!
2) peace,celebration,no quarrels with family but just PEACE. no anger, no grudges, but only laughter.(that also means no entertaining of negative thoughts!)
3) free time and open doors for my passion!(music)
4) more devotion, and get my butt kicking to join a ministry(CHCSA), instead of just saying soon, but NOW!
5) love, wishes, presents,joy!
all i want for the new year 2011 is...
1) move to a new home and get my own room, and a new drumset! i would definitely love a jamming room at home! it always get me excited thinking abt this! :D
2) the best Alevel results that i can ever get!!! the same joy i felt during Olevels!!
3) an acceptance into FASS in NUS! (SOCIAL WORK)
4) a steady job with a high pay hehe.
5) a fruitful life serving God in ministry, more faith in him and no longer dependence upon myself but Him.
6) this is a wish and goal every year: for my grandparents to come to JESUS!! seems hard, but...seriosly very hard... but im gonna force myself to confess that "if i never try, i'll never know! and especially that i have the authority with me that thru christ, NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE!
7) greater strength emotionally, greater endurance emotionally and physically. no more negativity.
8) open doors in my passion in music and more! and greater growth!:)
merry xmas Jesus. im sorry for forgetting that YOU R TRUELY THE REASON FOR THIS SEASON. :)
merry xmas everybody!
Posted at 2:17 AM
Handwriten by Felicia.L
