Thursday, January 6, 2011
beginning
well. here i am. rather enjoy my new job.
but, its rather tirring with such looooong working hourse from 8 to 5pm.
but the kids are so cute to resist! well some are rather hard to handle which require some shouting and scolding which i hate to do. i hope my voice get back soon!
basically i just handle kids between primary 1 to 6. there's one little boy whom i must admit i showed favourism haha. im specially good to him and showed him more concern. he's super duper cute! wel; at least to me. he look like a big baby cus at primary one, he is rather big size. but he's rathera softy inside. haha, he cry and say he is scare of teachers. he eats rather slow and walk very slow too. he basically just keeps himself in his own world! he is so innocent that the mment i saw him fell for him lol! today he cried becus he wanna get a drink but he say he dont wanna spend his own money but he wanna use "teacher's money". haha so funny! maybe he thoughts meals are provided by teachers like what happen in kindergarten. he thinks 2 dollars is 2 cents and he says that his papa only give him 2 cents and he doesnt wanna spend it cus he scare the vendors would not give him back any change! haha. he's just so cute la and need special attention.
well, inthe childcare there are rather many kids who require special attention. i suspect one with mild depression and some cry easily.
the number of kids cry average about 5 to 6 each day.
and the number of kids that fights are usually the same few who do it everyday.
well i gotta thank God for giving me this awesome experience with kids. im not exactly good at handling kids, cus im rather a softie and try my best not to shout.but when i do, yea, i do it like how i"fight with my sister" lol!
handling the kids make me misses my sisters sooooo much that i just wanna go home and spend time with them especially my 2 youngest sisters. after seeing so many cute kids right, i still love my sisters the BEST!
so im trying to get my life organise now. now that i get a job, its time for more serving and more independent time with God. hmm...
well, i misses rina, she talked to me today on fb. yea, misses the zone frens whom i dont see now.
well she told me that true faith is tested in unfaithful times. and yea true. i think the reason why im still in church surely gotta do with my attachment to him even thou i think that im not spiritually strong. i kept on, even when i dont feel like it seriously. like what bob said, the reason why we still come back goes to show that we still trust in him and still hope in him somehow. we r still trying to figure out althou it may take long, but we have each other with us :)
alright enuff reflection, ciao!
Posted at 12:35 AM
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