it had been a baaaaaad one. for reasons i cant explain and think of. just that i feel bad thruout the weeeeeeek. urgh. cant figure out wads wrong wiv me. it has been a bad week partly becus had aliitle "talk" wiv my members, and it didnt turn out well at first. they sort of was angered wiv me. which made me felt bad. but i know what i said was right, just that i hav to give them time to digest wad im saying. sunday came, and i was so surprised that they are back talking wiv me again! im so glad. wad surprises and touch me is that they wrote on the church wishes board that they wanna thank me and love me and stuf. im so glad and was very touched. from that moment i realise God was doing sth when i thought that things are gg to turn out bad. thx God! :)
quite sad cus on saturday im suppose to vist spca to help out, but in the end didnt went cus chor lin was sick and couldnt bring me there. cus it is my first time and she was suppose to go wiv me. anyway, look forward to next week to go :)
so i wasted my saturday.. another sad thing is that the jamming was cancelled cus many ppl cannot turn up and i also had alot of dued hmwk yet to finished up. man.. im bothered!
sad again cus i skipped sku! oh no i did it again. was sick frm last week until now. its not veri serious but it just dragged and i hate it. so i missed out some sku stuff. actualli i dont realli care. but i need to. cus its A level this yr! im not serious wiv my sku work which make me feel so bad. im not excelling man. this is bothering me. but i know it doesnt mean i couldnt excel, it just meant that i will excel in time to come!
wads left now is ukelele and guitar :/
the onli thing that cheered me alittle is that while im absent in sku, clara told me that i scored highest in class for econ homecoming exam! but guess wad. lol, i just passed it. so it wasnt veri encouraging.
cycled this week. im beggining to hate running man. i seriously hate runing now. infact i procrastinate on it. man, i pray that someone substitute me for Adiv. i seriousli dont wanna run. i know for ppl in crosscountry, they take it veri seriously and the race mean all to them, but to me it means nth, seriously. everybody put their heart at diff thing, mine, is not on the race. i've got other more impt thing to concentrate on. but they dont understand me and i felt irritated having to force myself to run. eee.. becos of this, frm loving to run, now i hate running. pe is enough for me.
i love cycling now! perhaps thats the only joy i get when i hav nth to do. today i cycled joy and gladys around our new house. we cycled into the "haunted" school and fed cats. nowadays, cats pick on food. they dont eat wadeva u feed them. last time when i feed them, they eat wadeva i give them, but now they chose and pick leh! so naughty, buy alrdy, but they dont wanna eat. in the end fed the ants instead. lols!
its fun having a 3 seater bike. but its veri hard to control, lucky joy and gladys are small and light.
i've got my first birthday present alrdy! chunfeng rmb the best! so nostalgic, misses the days man. we use to work tgt, talk abt cg, talk abt almost anything and laughed so loud that he choked lol!
today message was a blast. after feeling so bad for the week, rev paul scanlon's msg brought me back alive! ok i always get tempted to feel bad and sad and guilty and no confidence blah blah... but im not usually pessimistic. i know that God have his way to bring me back on track once i make a decision to trust Him :) no matter i choses route A or B, His blessing is still gona be with me. Amen!
moving to a new surrounding and new hse is great, a refreshing change. and i've got my very own study table finally! i always have a bad habit of studying on my bed or on the floor. yar i know its dirty, but thats my bad habit. so thats how i go thru psle, olevel and got me thru JC. but now, Alevel, for the first time, im gonna study on a table. LOLs! cant wait to move to condo la. we're moving to waterfront after its built in two yrs time. faster faster build! but then again, i will super miss my grandparents :(
sometimes i read on ppl's blog and on their fb comments that they broke up and feel so sad, or sometimes i heard that my frens r sad and wanna get love back again. but i think otherwise at times. love does not have to come from these relationships. some ppl treat these relationship as their whole life and i feel sad for them. thats why ppl commit sucide for love and stuff. aiyo, cmon, the best eternal and unconditional love u can get is from God! anyway who else can it be from?
i think this i funny haha! random. the wind go vroooom! and all of our hair "upskirt". lols!
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