Wednesday, March 17, 2010
"From this day, I wil bless you."
~My lovely week~
celebrated a very belated bday with my sec sku mates! exactly 1 mth after my bday, on march 14! guess what, i had presents again! on that day and before march 14. belated bday gifts. woohoo! :D
1 cake for 3! belated bday for wei jie too. his bday on feb 17 and qi yin's on april 11. its alittle early for qiyin, but we thought it was better to celebrate a pre-bday for her as well. haha! cheese cake. it was hardenedddd~ and i felt like i was eating ice. zhi peng thought so as well.
i found out some of my frens started smoking after a period of time not mtg them. i dont like cigarettes stinky stench. but of course i do have frens who smoke whom i dont resent. but i always feel like stepping on their cigarette boxes and spoil their lighters! ewww.. i really really hate cigarettes and its stench! I HATE IT MAN! and now my frens have caught it, i feel so bad for my them. wei jie is right, if ppl continue to smoke, they will look old with wrinkles and teeth yellow and gums not pinkish and even nails with disgusting fading yellow. ewww.. i really pray that my frens stops smoking. i love them and dont wish to see them destroying themselves. i mean my frens are so beautiful, and i dont wish to see them destructing their own temple.
thinking of everytime have to rush and walk infront of every smoker to avoid inhaling 2nd hand smoke, im so disgusted. im so glad that God has blessed my father to quit smoking 7 years ago. if not, i have to go thru those disgusting times of arguing with him that i wanna watch tv, yet he is smoking and i have to get to my room. :/ so glad my whole family non-smokers now! its not that i hate smokers. but its the first bad impression that they cast on ppl. i especially hate girls smoking at the void deck in uniforms. i always stare at them feeling disgusted. its like they are so childish thinking that smoking relieve stress. hello? do they even have that much stress as those who are working now? i hate them smoking especially at the playgrounds and at elderly resting area.
hello, do they have any common sense that they will implicate the children and the elderly? i wanna call the police and catch them immediately and hand them over to the police personally and see how their parents punish them. they didnt even realise the black faces on the elderly faces who are on wheelchair. they cant do anything to stop them from smoking at their area. i would have scolded and roared at them! my mom told me she saw these kids smoking att he elderly area and i was like "why didnt u reprimand them as an adult?!" i would have scolded them despite the consequences! maybe i wouldnt if they would outnumbered me. but if they were kids younger than me, i fell like slapping them for their parents! super childish!
i know smoking is not the baddest thing, but it just disgust me. and now im living in a new area where every night the uncle next door will smoke. i cnt do anything. :( he's a good uncle but i cnt do anything to stop his smoke frm coming into my hse. my sister is not happy abt the stench too.
sometimes the stench disturbs me when im studying. how i wish there are no cigarettes invention! government please increase the price 100times! this is my own selfish demand. haha. its for their own good anyway! :D
mom brought gladys and joy out to marina barrage with aunt and kids! man.. we were suppose to go to marina barrage to fly kites, the day we celebrated belated bday.. but rain lor.. :/
mom smiling chidishly! i cant believe she is turning 40, 2 yrs later! i dont want it! i dont want her and papa to age!
en qi and en rui. the funny jump shots of the 2 cheeky ones!
gladys! superman! joy wear skirt keep upskirt. so nv show her jumps that much. haha!
en rui! his standard jump of a starfish! joy jump shot!
en min so cute! i miss her so much!!! my lovely and cute cousin!
mom took gladys and joy out to prawning farm to fish for prawns too!
so disgusting right.. so many prawns. they pricked and scratched mom's hand. pap not there, so mommy have to handle the prawn. hehe.
joy smilling happily. that time we went to prawn fishin and papa kept holding on to the fishing rod dont let us play. even grandpa commented not fun.. cus he save money then only rented one rod for the whole day! cost about $50bucks or so. fish till night. we took turns and joy also played a little. now this time, she have the rod all to herself so she very happy! :D
its time to study after blogging. but i just cant bring myself to start! oh man.. there are so much.. i know and i know and i know that i will get into my dream course of social work in NUS. but i just cant right now focus on the process of getting to it.. boy oh boy.. God pls help me to focus! my block test is just a few days away and i have loads and loads of content to absorb. i need a good study environment. i believe i will pull thru but just thinking about absorbing those content, i tend to procrastinate. man.. i need to start!
on monday, in the youth service, pastor kong's said that those age 24-26 have the possibility to be the next pastor to take charge of this church and those age 18-24 could be the next pastor's wife. wow, its a practical illustration that shock me that it is so soon before our church have to go into the hands of another and another and another. i've received a vision during altar call to go into fulltime ministry. its really an impactful service but not to all. the other members were not really inspired to serve God in ministry areas. i pray they will be, some day.
i guess i have to remind myself time and time again that studying is a way to shine for God! i need to have the spirit of excellence once again to excel in my studies. i seem to have forgotten about how i was inspired to study for God, to be a good testimony. i need to start getting my As. i need to start praying more than ever before and reflect more. felicia get up and start doing ur late homework! get up and start doing all that essays that u owed and and most imptly, start on ur revision for block test! get those As that u rightfully deserved for ur hardwork!
i cant help but sometimes be discouraged cus i got a C for chinese i still cant believe it. i pray that there is a miracle. i haven took my result slip form general office yet. but my teacher told me i got a C for chinese. i pray that there is a miracle that when i got my result slip, my teacher has made a mistake that i actually got at least B for chinese! i cant believe i got a C. even some of my frens r shocked that i didnt get a B or A. im sad.usually i get A or B. now get a C is making me feel bad. i pray that when i get the result slip from GO, my result will read a B. :)
i need to start praying more than ever before. i need breakthrus in my studies. i need breakthru in my attitude to serve and to study! i cant wait to go SOT after Alevel. :)
Xue er, u can do it! go on and fight those battles that have been won already thru Christ who strengthens me!
haggai 2:19 NLT
" I am giving u a promise now while the seed is still in the barn. You have not yet harvested your grains, and your grapevines, fig trees, promegranates. and olive trees have not yet produced their crops. BUT FROM THIS DAY ONWARD I WILL BLESS YOU!"
Posted at 1:32 PM
Handwriten by Felicia.L
