Sunday, May 9, 2010
inspiration driving. motivation seeking. desperation moving.

~my restful week~


i needed desperation. i desperately thirst for desperation. its the key to drive me to study..im not desperate enough to study. im dry. needed inspiration, motivation to drive me once again to chiong ahhhhh.....! these are the things that i paste on my study room wall, just right infront of my study table. so that whenever i look up as i study, i can look at my goals and reminds meto move forward. lots of pics right? thats my habit. pics and colours always works for me. lol, my sister tried to copy me, pasted her goal too.







im weak in language.. and thats why i worry now :(

all my papers that im taking requires me to write pile of essays! and language stands quite a portion.. i need to improve! bob always give me wake up calls unknowingly. he said to me today that i look very free as if i dun study, or not working hard enough. cmon its sabbath!! i wanna enjoy and relax. thats an excuse of mine la. i know i have tons of work to do when i get back home, but i wanna free my burden before the Lord. i dun like to get distracted especially of work in my mind, when im enjoying. but what bob say is true. i spent time on things i shouldnt. like decorating my stuff, which i love to! aiya i just love designing... i couldnt regret now, not gg to NAPFA. i couldnt, cus i can only look forward now!
went to church today! eugenia emo-ing in long trip of mrt. sshh....
she tried to take a pic of us tgt. i tried to smile but to no avail, i got ulcers on both side of my cheeks inside. it hurts to smile. thx God can laugh. hehe. so i gave an emo face.
gave joy spelling just now. took a sneak pic of her!

went for dinner an hr ago. took some photos. here goes. :D
joy demanded to order some fries. while i waited for my fried fish milk soup. am i right at the dish name?

we played alittle at the playground. how i wish im still in pri sku!
nice right? so candid! thats gladys playing.

model joy.


wow, i didnt know the flower look so big on my head. looking for a clip to pin up my fringe and found this pin which i bought and didnt use much.






aint this nice?!! i took this! the lightings so beautiful! maybe i exxagerated.


spent quite alot this week. bought alot of bday presents! bought ajay's,melvin's,eugenia's,mom's....spent almost $200 bucks.. bought a guitar for eugenia, but mom kept saying its like i bought it for myself.. cus i was the one who keep playing. lol!! cus eugenia wanna learn guitar so i bought her one to encourage her to learn. i myself not very good at it. infact i only know a few simple cords. lol! i'll stick to drums and singing. at least alittle better than strumming and plucking.

mothers' day! i bought a daisy for mom, and she thought was an orange sunflower. lols. and i bought a birdnest mask. i seriously dont know how to surprise her and reward her for all these years of upbringing. her bday is coming! i give all my wishes to mom! :D

i love to jam..i look forward to more breakthroughs in my passion.
look forward to more acceleration in studies!

God, i trust in u. i just need another verse, and im ready to pick up, throw behind, and run!
psalm 34:19 the righteous person faces many troubles, but the Lord comes to the rescue each time.

"realise that in this uncertain world, God is certain. Trust Him, and know that he is going to provide everything u need becus He loves u. dont worry abt what u cnt understand. do what u know is right, and let God take care of everthing."- notes frm my NIV bible.

romans 8:31 if God is for us, who can be against us?

james 1:5 if u need wisdom, ask our generous God, and he will give it to u. He will not rebuke u for asking.

haggai2:19 YOU HAVE NOT YET HARVESTED UR CROPS, BUT FROM THIS DAY, I WILL BLESS YOU.

next things to buy on my list.
1) portable fan to bring to school. weather hot man!
2) God's promises and verses book which i saw in trumpet praise. great book to remind me of His's promises so that i can look forward !
3) a pouch to put my handphone, ezlink, ipod. my bag is so disorganize!
4) pens which eugenia intro me. nice to write! suit myugly handwritings! haha..
this portion is dedicated to the visitor who commented on my post :)
thx alot for ur comment. u know, through what u said, i felt so encouraged! to write more and wittness for God. i will continue to write more on my challenges and how i overcome them with Jesus. i hope u too, will find reliance and rest in God and have a wonderful walk with Him with peace. i can guarantee ur life will not be a bed of roses, but with Jesus, u won more than half the victory, the rest is up to ur control, discipline, prayer, persistence and of course optimism to fight the battles ahead of u and come forth as Gold! lets have a happy and restful walk with God! Our walk with Him will definitely be a fruitful one! for when we depend and trust in him, he will reward us greatly. i pray that u will experience breakthrough in ur life too! :D
CIAO and God bless! ;D


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