Hey ppl! This is the new me in my NEW ARMOUR. (muahaha!)

Things has been tough for me.

Especially when the date of the interview/audition to lasalle is coming and that the date of appeal results are coming out.

But what can i be afraid of? seriously, God has taken care of everything. Whatever the result is, im sure that is what God has planned for me. For He is doing something NEW with my life right now in ways i cannot see and may not understand now

i got so much to catch up and do. and so many things to attend to, so many frens to catch up with, so many things to help out and plan. i cant split time and i m not good with maximising my time. but Im gonna trust God he will open up pathway for me, more open doors for me even thou i only have that short 24 hrs a day.

truly, when I TAKE CARE OF HIS KINGDOM, HE SHALL TAKE CARE OF MINE. ( my problems my struggles). this is rather true.

i struggles with music theory and serously i have no background at all. im like hmm.. super super lousy in music. wah thinking abt it i felt so inferior and totally small to the max man.

but im gonna just give it a shot. its now or nerver, and most imptly, when He has decided on sth, what can possibly stops Him?

i wanna thx God for still using me, even thou im like almost nth, a lousy servant.

he used me in ways that shock me.

what? God? u want me to still do these even thou u had long ago saw how i bad handle it back in my previous zone? why am i always being called to do the same thing? why me? what god? u still want me to lead? and even shine when im not very good?

all the more, im happy He has chosen me and use me. infact im honoured He chose me. but seriously these thoughts come to my mind like how little i am, yet He still wanna make use of my small gifts.

Thank God for not giving up on me. i must admit i m truly nth without the grace of God.



I AM WHERE I AM BY THE GRACE OF GOD.



u tink im good? sorry i gotta tell u, thats a facade. God is making me look good , im just taking his credits.

i gotta admit my biggest flaw. im PROUD. im so proud that i can boast even to myself BAHAHAHAAA. ok la enough. im proud that i forgot He is the one that made me look good, not me. I AM WHERE I AM BY THE GRACE OF GOD.

its just contradicting. in some areas im totally proud and confident and maybe over confident, but in other areas fears and intimidation just overcome me. i gotta balance this man.. i gotta.

Daniel 10:12 NLT version
"Then He said, "Dont be afraid daniel, since he first day u began to pray for understanding and to humble urself before ur God, YOUR REQUEST HAS BEEN HEARD IN HEAVEN."

There is no miracle too small. Dont give up on YOUR EXPECTATION. ur miracle might just be one that SHAKES HELL.

I WONT GIVE UP. i will persist in prayer and wont let go of his cloak untill He answers my prayer.

well i dont know whats my next step in life now.

All is well and i depend on God.

ciao! :D

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